Ech. I just never want to blog right now... I always feel like it is just going to be all out negative. I'm trying so hard to get past this. We never thought we would hit two years living with my parents. We are definitely going to hit two years. And we may even be pushing into 2012. I can tell you now, if we ring in the new year in this house... I will cry all night long. I need a new beginning. We all do.
I was all excited that this house might pull through and we would be able to decorate our own house for Christmas this year. Sadly, I don't think that is going to happen. Not one bit. It makes me want to curl up and cry. It's not the same not decorating your own house. Last year a fight happened and I didn't do any decorating. The first year we were here, things were still good since we'd only been back a couple weeks... The Christmas spirit will not be here in me if we are still here. I really didn't want my daughter to celebrate her 2nd Christmas in someone else's house. This house situation has been going on for over a year now. Who knew that it was such a rough and tough process! I think we are all beyond frustrated. We can only hope to remain appreciative to what we do have though. I am seriously trying to focus on that right now. Everything is out of our hands so we need to be beyond appreciative. AHHHH.
So it snowed the weekend of my birthday! How awesome! There were still some patches of snow on Halloween :) HEHE. Now if only we can have a White Christmas too!
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